Sometimes my life feels like it's on an endless loop. Concentric circles, spiraling, turning back to the same points. Variations on the same themes that hurt my heart and my head, over and over.
I feel like getting unstuck is my holy grail. I wonder sometimes whether I need to change myself beyond recognition if I ever hope to find it. Or maybe just some small piece has to change. Or maybe just some bit of luck needs to click into place.
I really don't know. The first seems unbearable, the third unlikely, the second obscure.
I try harder and fail better every day, though. Maybe that's progress.
Posted by thevieve at July 23, 2007 10:34 AM