Oh my. It's been a while. Miss me?
Aww, cute. I missed you too, honeys.
This neglect has been a case of Too Much Happening. Too Much Work. Too Much Confusion. Too Much Turkey and Gravy. Too Much Newness. A lot of the newness has been good, potentially even great, but it gets to a point of fullness that leads to stupefaction.
Brain. not. working.
Yesterday is a good example of how things have been lately. Sleepily weaving through rush hour traffic across town. Getting coffee. Plowing through a shit-ton of work in record time, even though I can barely see straight. Canceling lunch plans so I can take a nap. Waking up spacey and groggy and T-ing it across the river. Getting into an intensely emotional fight with someone I barely know. T-ing back home, upset and shaken. Obsessing over whether to call someone. Chatting on IM with people who make me feel better, and assure me that I am brilliant and kind. (Their words, not mine.)
So, yes. My life and my head feel like an overstuffed pinata. Exaltation and misery and doubt and comfort and terror and sweetness all seem to be ganging up on me at once. It's not bad. It's just all a little much.
But I can handle it. I am the Vieve, after all.
Posted by thevieve at November 30, 2006 9:17 AM