I don't even know what to write about, but I need to anyway.
The merry-go-round has been spinning pretty quickly this past week, and I want to get off. It was fun for a while, but now it's making me queasy. And sleepy; I've been taking a lot of naps.
I was looking forward to this time, a delicious lull between old work and new, but it has turned out to be anything but. Instead, I'm agitated, annoyed, exhausted, pissy, and anxious. The unstructured time makes me fret about what I should be doing, rather than luxuriating in what I want to do. Which makes me tired and causes me to nap instead of doing anything.
Too many people leaving this week as well, both physically and...perceptually? paradigmically? Something. Shifts that have been sad and have left me feeling adrift.
I see this as a liminal space, though, and not some deep-dark well I'll have to clamber out of. I'm moving through it, even as I grump. All is flux.
Posted by thevieve at August 23, 2006 5:17 PM