I was so tired today, and this was such a crazy week, I was looking forward to spending some time alone and going to bed early. But now I feel a little lonely and sad, and wish I had some company. Someone to just eat dinner with and watch a movie with and fall asleep with. It's strange, this flux. It has me feeling a little topsy-turvy. But I think it's OK, in the long run, as long as I don't bury it. Feel it, and move on to the next day.
Posted by thevieve at August 17, 2006 7:29 PMNot that I relish the idea of sounding like a fortune cookie, but moments of loneliness can be sacred moments. They can feel cold, from lack of outside sources of heat, but that sensation of cold is necessary to remind you that your own heart is beating red hot blood.
And in any case, the beach is nice and sunny.
Posted by: Appleseed on August 18, 2006 9:51 PM