I don't know what to do with myself right now. I want the right kind of distraction, at the very least. A temporary fix, some comfort, at best. But both seem unavailable. What I really want is most likely beyond what can be given, and probably not a good idea anyway. (Though I don't really care about good or bad ideas at the moment.)
I guess what I have to do is simply sit with my sadness and grief, alone. I don't like this very much, though. I'm tired of hurting.
Posted by thevieve at June 6, 2006 3:32 PM