June 1, 2006

Not quite there

I thought I could match that cool, blase, whatever, I'm-totally-fine-with-everything attitude. I guess I can outwardly, but I'm realizing I can't inwardly, not yet. I hate that I can't. I feel stupid, and like something's wrong with me. I know there isn't, but I still feel like a nutjob. When someone tells me I'm overreacting, even if it was a month ago, I tend to believe it for a while. My skin isn't made of teflon, unlike others'. I wish it were sometimes.

I have a date with some tequila. I guess I'll keep it.

Posted by thevieve at June 1, 2006 8:20 PM
Comments

Y'know that feeling where your thinking parts are made of teflon but your feeling parts are all velcro and stickytak? Yeah.

Posted by: 'netteroonie on June 2, 2006 12:48 AM

Yeah, I do.

Posted by: Vieve on June 2, 2006 12:55 AM
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