At this moment, I feel heartsick and happy at the same time. Also a little hopeful. (The letter today is H.) It's a strange feeling, but there's a wholeness and completeness to it that's also pretty amazing.
I realized last night that I'm really excited for this wedding next week in San Francisco. I'm excited about the whole trip, but I'm excited about the wedding because there will be DANCING! Yay, dancing! Tipsy, slightly drunken dancing, where everyone is a little looser than usual and shakes it like they just don't care. And if someone I know even just a little bit is one of those people who "don't dance," then I will drag them out there anyway, and they will end up having fun, because I'm pretty good at it and I'll lead, and I don't mind so much if they step on my toes, so they don't have to worry about anything. I'm also happy to witness two lovely people who I care about deeply make a very important commitment, but, yeah. DANCING! I didn't realize until yesterday how much I've missed it, and how much I need it in my life right now.
Posted by thevieve at May 18, 2006 11:59 AM