Seems like everything's making me cry this morning. Not sure whether it's the unceasingly grey, Chinese water torture weather; the expansive, confusing dream I had last night, featuring people and themes I'd rather not think about at all right now; the holiday, which is poignant to a degree that I didn't expect. I spent time at the gym, ran, biked, crunched, stretched, had some alone time in the sauna, and fought back tears every 5 minutes. My head feels heavy, my heart feels heavy. Everything's heavy, and grey, and I feel like I'm being slowly smothered. I feel faded, almost invisible. Fighting with myself about whether I should just give into it, or try to do something to cheer myself up.
Posted by thevieve at May 14, 2006 11:21 AMThis whole week's been a long grey oppressive feeling.
Posted by: Aaron Weber on May 14, 2006 12:04 PM