I just soaked in the tub for a while, and was composing a long treatise about giving. Giving too much, how I do it joyfully and without reserve. How there's a limit to giving and giving more without receiving something you need in return. Not a tit for tat thing, but, you know, basic stuff you need to justify the giving. The bare minimum. And how I tend not to get what I need. Why that is, and what I should do about it.
But I feel tired now, and hungry. And kind of indignant. So I think I should just eat some salad and crackers and soup and snuggle into bed. Give myself what I need.
Posted by thevieve at May 12, 2006 9:41 PMYou have to give yourself what you need. Nobody else can be counted on to do it.
Posted by: Aaron Weber on May 13, 2006 9:57 AMI know. I'm realizing this. It's disappointing, though. And I don't think I can give myself absolutely everything I need.
Posted by: Vieve on May 13, 2006 2:04 PM