Now I feel like punching someone in the face. It doesn't really matter who it is. Beware.
I'm starting to hate myself a little for feeling so much. It seems...unseemly. Immature, maybe. A waste of energy, really. Because it doesn't change one fucking thing. I can't make someone else see things the way I see them, or feel them the way I do. Or turn back time and handcuff someone to a chair until they just tell me already what the fuck they're thinking. I can't stop anyone from making choices that affect me, even when those choices are based on incomplete information (cause no one asked me what I thought or felt). I can't stop anyone from misinterpreting what I say. I can't do any of these things.
I am so frustrated right now, I can't even begin to describe it.
Posted by thevieve at May 2, 2006 3:42 PM