I'm not taking care of myself, and it's painfully apparent. My head is fuzzy, woolly, heavy, full of dull pain. My jaw aches and pops. My back has a million tender points, and crackle-snaps when I shift around. My legs feel full of electricity, twitchy and prickly. My sinuses feel swollen; my eyes are swollen, perpetually.
I'm not eating. I'm not sleeping. I'm drinking more than I ought to. I'm not exercising. Even though I need these things even more (or less) right now than I normally do.
Why am I so perverse. Why am I in so much pain. How do I endure. I've had my fill and then some.
Posted by thevieve at April 26, 2006 11:04 AM