When I said that I thought I was done grieving, I was deluding myself. I don't know how to navigate this terrain. It's familiar, in the way that a new city is familiar--there are streets and cars and buildings and people walking, and maybe it looks vaguely like somewhere I've been before. But this particular place is utterly new, bewildering and frightening. Tears, anger, longing, disappointment, loneliness, regret, all jumbled up, and it makes my head spin. I can't get my bearings. I need a good map.
Posted by thevieve at April 26, 2006 8:05 AM